I began feeling\u00a0a little tired last week. It was not the physical tiredness from exercising or anything physical. It was more of a mental and I dare to say spiritual tiredness. At times it seems like I can not do things quick enough. There is so much to do in only 24 hours. There are so many peoples’ needs I need to meet. Then I have my own goals on top of that list of things to do or accomplish. Pardon me\u00a0gentlemen but this is a constant dilemma many women face.<\/p>\n
The thing is, I have been feeling like I have been battling but can not clearly identify who or what is attacking me. To be honest, alot of it is brought on by my own ambition. I have to work on not allowing my flesh to take over and do the fighting.\u00a0After all, God says in<\/p>\n
Exodus 14:14<\/font><\/strong><\/p>\n The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace and remain at rest.<\/font><\/p>\n I am very honest with my self and very critical as well. I know that at times there is too much Tayarisha Joyce involved in dealing with things and not enough God. So during quiet moments I have asked God to forgive me for taking over and not trusting Him enough. I have been also honest in admitting this is a stronghold I will be working on for some time. I thank God for His grace and mercy for forgiving me for trying to “run things”.<\/p>\n But what really helped me were 2 things: 1.\u00a0I got in a quiet place and listened to a CD I purchased “The Lord Is My Healer” by A. Ryab and Sid Roth<\/a>. 2. I listened to an encouraging song by Brenda Waters called “Victory”.<\/p>\n If you\u00a0or anyone you know is going through a difficult time right now, let me encourage you to listen to “Victory” over and over and over until it sinks into your spirit.<\/p>\n